Bro are you drunk? Also, you provided zero context to the question from your pov. It was a mess of words. To answer your question, as I interpret it, youre most likely having an issue with who you think you deserve to be with. Id be willing to bet a blue collar guy is more than willing to treat you right and have a family with you, but he just doesnt make that six figure salary. If thats not the case, post what youre looking for, not some generalized bullshit so we can critique lmao