Don’t think that way, 60 is still young (I’m almost 50, I should know hehe). You deserve to be happy. That’s all there is to it – we all only have so much time on this cursed rock, you owe it to yourself to get to smile, have a good night’s rest, etc. I should take my own advice, but mostly I’m just worried about you right now. I’m “comfortable”, but you need some help. If you live near St. Louis lemme know, we can hang out while you get things figured out.