The advice here is pretty bad so far but, if Im being honest, its because you sound like a bitch. Bro 6 months and youre still crying? I can understand a bit of grief during the first week or two while youre adjusting but after that, youve just got to accept its over. How the fuck are you seriously ok with I could be so great in the gym but I cant because I cry and I still care about what her family thinks. Get your ass in the gym, stop making excuses, youll find a new girl but not in the shape youre in mentally. Just delete this shit bro, there are literally more girls than guys, statistically youll end up with a new piece of ass eventually.