/u/West_Praline8534 many universities offer free counseling sessions to their students. You might want to consider taking advantage of that. You want to get your anxiety treated so it doesn’t cheat you out of enjoying your life. The counselling center of your university might also be able to give you a professional grade Strong Interest Inventory test. It was originally called the Strong Campbell Interest Inventory. You answer millions of questions about yourself. A grad student evaluates your answers. Your personality gets assigned a 4 character code. You then get given a list of careers with ratings showing how similar or dissimilar you are to people who are in those careers who enjoy those careers. With that list you can pick a field that you will be happy in and lucarative. I took such a test a lifetime a go. I held onto the results and everything it said about me turned out to be true. Good Luck.